Holy Madison the former Playboy Bunny courageously revealed all her horrible experiences with Hugh Hef, as she accounts in detail all shocking moments in Down the Rabbit Hole: Curious Adventures and Cautionary Tales of a Former Playboy Bunny.

Before her book is released on June 23, which is serialized in UsWeekly, Holy recalled how it was when she was just 21, at the Las Palmas nightclub in Los Angeles where she worked as a waitress.

Holly wrote, "'Would you like a Quaalude?' Hef asked, leaning toward me with a bunch of large horse pills in his hands, held together by a crumpled tissue."

"Usually, I don't approve of drugs, but you know, in the '70s they used to call these pills thigh openers," Hef said to Holly after she refused the pills.

After that incident, Holly joined the E! reality'The Girls Next Door' making her one of Hef's girlfriends as well as Kendra Wilkinson and Bridget Marquardt. The series which was aired 2005 and ended in 2010.

She revealed her life in the 29- room mansion, saying Hugh Hefner destroyed her confidence and how hard her relationship was with the other girls. She even claimed that she hasn't spoken to Hef in four years.

When she decided to move out of the Playboy Mansion, Holly stated that Hef stooped down way low by trying to bribe her. She claimed that the will stipulated that $3,000,000 would be bestowed to Holly Madison at the time of his death but only if she is still living in the Mansion.

According to ET's March press release, Holly also stated in the book that after losing her identity in the mansion she tried to commit suicide in a bathtub.

Now the 35 year old Holly is living a happy married life with husband Pasquale Rotella and two year old daughter Rainbow Aurora.

Back in Dec.2012 Playboy wrote best wishes for Holly as she was in the stage of morning sickness.