Nov 27, 2015 12:00 PM EST
Rita Ora Wants To Die After Breaking Up With Calvin Harris

Rita Ora and Calvin Harris broke up in mid 2014 after dating for nine months, from 2013 through last year. But the aftermath of the split left some bad blood between the estranged love birds.

Despite Calvin Harris moving on with his new girlfriend Taylor Swift, Rita appeared on the cover of Wonderland magazine and confessed to the mag that she was devastated when she broke up with the Scottish DJ.

"At the time ... I just wanted to crawl in my bed and die. But I got out of it the other side, I'm surviving," Rita revealed to the mag. She also admitted that following the split, she changed some of her tracks, which she wrote with her former boyfriend.

With the help of her friends, Ora said she somehow managed to get back on track and decided to change the "vibe" after she "saw the light at the end of the tunnel." After some crying and wistful sadness, she realized that she needs to help herself and get back in the music studio to write new songs.

It was in June when Harris himself confirmed the split through his Twitter account. After the confirmation Ora then revealed to Ryan Seacrest that the DJ prevented her from performing the song I Will Never Let You Down- a track that was written and produced by Calvin- at the Teen Choice Awards.

Rita then revealed to Marie Claire that the release of the single was a tumultuous moment for both of them. "There was a reason why I split up with him. I thought he had my back and that he'd never steer me wrong," she revealed to the magazine. "But then 'I Will Never Let You Down' came out, and everything started to go a bit weird. I don't know if it was because business was mixed with personal or what."

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