Kristen Stewart is still being haunted by her painful experience from a past relationship. The American actress has admitted that her split with English actor Robert Pattinson as a result of her unfaithfulness had been too painful and difficult for her even after two years.

In an interview about her new movie with Nicholas Hoult "Equals", the 'Twilight' star confessed that the breakup was incredibly painful. "It was incredibly painful," the actress said, "Ugh, f**king kill me."

The painful incident happened back in July 2012 but the memories seem still fresh for the 'Snow White and the Huntsman' star. She even drew inspiration from the split for her present film Equals.

The actress took advantage of the breakup with Robert Pattinson during the filming of the romantic drama movie which was initially released last September 5.

Kristen Stewart leading man Nicholas Hoult also adapted the same technique. His recent breakup with 'The Hunger Games' actress Jennifer Lawrence helped him do the emotional scenes in the film.
"We all felt akin by how much we've been through, and to utilize that is so scary. And to acknowledge it, reassess, and jump back into it? Usually you want to move on. But at least we could use some of that for some good," Stewart stated.

Despite the painful feeling that almost killed her, Kristen said that she never undergo medications to overcome the heartbreak. Robert Pattinson's ex-girlfriend find antidepressants bizarre.

"As far as we know, you have one shot at this and it can be so fucking beautiful, so why lessen the feeling of anything? Why numb yourself? I'm not on antidepressants. I think it's bizarre," the actress reasoned.
On the other hand, Kristen Stewart has shown the world her strong side with her recreation of the famous scene from 'A League of Their Own' with the MTV News reporter Josh Horowitz.

The 25-year-old actress tried the popular app Dubsmash as she acted the role of Tom Hanks. The video below shows the entertaining lip-syncing of Stewart and Horowitz.